A new year and a lovely start

The first post of this new year of 2011...

Hmm... thought of writing in d beginning of this month but things kept me really busy.

And now today i finally got the time to share everything of this new year.

So what kept me busy was my exams....... IT exams..

Stress, lots of hard work and sleepless nights...

Hardly slept for 3 hours a day...

After all that the exams are finally over and am free .

Free but not completely happy...

lot of tensions u know

like i wana work now but no job

ofcourse i didnt even apply for any job yet.

But still am so worried

And am turning 21...

and life is not so happening :P

Patha hai... i used to dream for every lil thing in a very special way..

and i used to make them happen too.

But dont know where my magical dust has gone leaving me..

Things are hurting me more and reality is taking me on a roller coaster ride.

But i dont want that reality... Am the princess of dreams... of the enchanting world...

I want everything like a fairy tale ending ... everything fine and everything happy and everything that i want.

Am i sounding like a pyscho now?

I dont know...

But im still behaving like a kid who wants her dreams true , and im unable to grow up.

God... i luv u so much